It's really exhausting to never do anything right. Just when I think I'm making headway something happens that brings it all crashing back down.
It doesn't matter how many times I say I don't do something, the trust is never there.
I had been working on my new crafts for like 2 weeks, really thinking that they would sell. The first craft shows proved me wrong on that one. I didn't even make enough to pay mom back for the stuff she bought to get me started. So now I don't feel like even making anything else.
I have lots of ideas, but I feel like I can't do anything because I'm stuck sitting here holding Lexi. If I can't do something in 5-10 minutes then it won't get done.
I'm just tired of it all. I feel like I've always got something to prove and no way to prove it.
I have way more to offer than this.