Friday, January 30, 2009

another one down

Posted by danielle at 10:07 PM


The three up top is the blue on that I loathe. The one to the left is my very first baby blanket I crocheted. I've kept it for myself this whole time, and now I'll finally have someone to wrap up in it!

I finished the blue blanket this evening. I despise it...it is now my arch nemesis. I already wrapped it up so I wouldn't have to look at it anymore. It just annoys me...the proportions are off and there's no way to fix them. I hope these people enjoy this blanket...because I don't!
Jacob came home at 5 and decided we needed to go eat somewhere...bleh...I didn't want to get out of the house...but at the same time I did. I've been stuck here all week due to the ice, and I really should get out. But, I felt like ass. I finally fell asleep I don't even remember what time...but it wasn't a deep sleep. Every little noise would make me jump and then I would have to roll over to my other hip that wasn't already hurting. I still feel bad about putting my big mouth where it shouldn't be...but I guess we just have to take steps forward and hope everything works out...and pray everything works out...it has to right?!?


So, maybe when I'm up and can't sleep at night I should run on the treadmill or something. It's pretty loud, and I would have to plug it in like right outside the bedroom, so it would probably bother Jacob...but that would tire me down wouldn't it...or energize me more and make it worse! No, I don't think it gets worse than crawling into bed at 5 am and still not being able to sleep. Then this morning I had to get up at 8:30 because the car was stuck in the yard, so I got in and gunned it and Jacob pushed...I totally felt like I was going to wreck into something...and then get charged with DUI because I had taken so much stuff to make me "TIRED."
Speaking of...2 prenatal vitamins, 1 baby aspirin, 40 mg prozac. Then 10 mg ambien & 1050 mg tylenol pm...to somewhat make me drowsy. If that doesn't get it then I usually try 525 mg tylenol pm...if that does nothing, then I will take another 10 mg ambien. Is this the recommended dosage, no! But, if I did this without the ambien it would be at least 2100 mg tylenol pm...and I'm pretty sure all that tylenol isn't good for you! But, the way I look at it, neither is not sleeping. Anywho...I can't get anything else as far as the prozac goes until I have the baby. I'm supposed to go see a therapist...with a name I can't find on the website...but we're waiting to see if our insurance will pay something for it. Because I can't afford to go if I'm going to have to pay it all out of pocket. Also, my ob recommended that I take the ambien 5mg (half) every other night...with nothing else. Well, that's not going to happen. So, now I'm a druggy looking for a ambien refill! Anyways...this has already gone to far. I'm going to post those pictures and then I'm off to write down things to make sure to register for.

3 comments on "another one down"

Anonymous said...

Danielle, just be careful on how much of the sleep stuff you take ok honey. Just want you to be ok and i know what it's like not being able to sleep. mine is different tho from yours mine is I'm going thru that time of my life. I take two extra strength pm's and they do nothing for me. Love ya a lot. Aunt Linda

Mimi on January 31, 2009 at 5:42 PM said...

Sometimes you just can't sleep. There is too much going on in your mind. If I have a plan for something I have to get it all out on paper in list form or a spreadsheet or something before I can rest. I didn't get off the computer until after midnight and then I picked up a book to help me and it was so good I had to finish it (I was only about halfway through when I started last night) I didn't get to bed until around 3:30 or 4:00. I'm so exhausted today.

Kristie on February 5, 2009 at 5:22 PM said...

I don't really know you. I am concerned for you taking all those meds. PLease be careful with taking them, I took that stuff the sleeping pills, the tyneol pm and my daughter was born having issues with breathing..she would stop breathing and then she developed seizures and they linked it to what I took meaning those pills during pregency and needless to say she almost died and she spent two weeks in the NICU which was no fun filled trip at all. So please you can get mad if you want for me saying this, but please stop taking them if you can. Alot of times doctor won't tell you the side effects at all or they will tell you it is safe when in fact it is not.

Kristie
fl_kristy06@hotmail.com

 

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