Sunday, February 22, 2009

I've come to realize:

Posted by danielle at 8:18 PM
I've come to realize:

-the seats at Cinemark aren't made for short pregnant people.

-my couch was never comfortable to sleep on until about 2 weeks ago, and it seems that's the only place I can lay where my back doesn't hurt.

-that I watch entirely too much tv...it's practically all I do.

-that no matter how many things I have in my life that I love, there will always be an empty place in my heart.

-that I feel like my husband puts a lot of other people ahead of me.

-I have very few friends. I have lots of myspace "friends", facebook "friends", blogger "friends", CO "friends", but not hardly any real life friends.

-I want to be a mom more than anything in the world, but now that it's going to happen I'm terrified of it. I'm completely afraid of someone else's life being left in my hands.

-I pushed a lot of ideas out of my head because I was too afraid. I once wanted to be a paramedic, but I was too scared that when the moment came I wouldn't know what to do. I once wanted to be an interior designer, but all it took was one person saying that it would be a hard career and I gave that up. When I enrolled in college I enrolled as a psychology major, but I found out you had to write a thesis and I was too scared I wouldn't be able to, so I changed my major before I even made it to college.

-This blog got way too deep way too fast. I didn't intend for it to be that way! But, it seems like everything gets that way lately!

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